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It's not the way the earth must feel that opens up my eyes

Shades of green around my head

There's more to more to mine

And they'll never notice

But I'm glad I did

And they'll never notice

There's more to me than this

It's funny how we laughed out loud and ended up in tears

Shades of green and purple if the coat fits coat fits wear it

And they 'll never notice

But I'm glad I did

And they'll never notice

There's more to me than this

(c) Julie Grant

You think I am made of iron

You think I am made of steel

You think I have got no heart

I am not supposed to feel hurt or pain or any of those things

Or any of those things

But oh how I do

In my house there is a window

In my house there is a view

In my house there is a person

Who shall love and nurture through

Hurt or pain or any of those things

Or any of those things

Oooh oooh oh oh 

I've been waiting so long I have clung to the saddest songs

I've been waiting all these years for this to arrive

You think I am made of iron

You think I am made of steel

You think I have got no heart

I am not supposed to feel hurt or pain or any of those things

Or any of those things

But oh how I do

And oh how I do feel pain I do feel pain

I am hurting once again

I do feel pain I do feel pain

I am hurting once again

(c) Julie Grant

I'm standing there

Left on the shelf

Left once again

To plaster the bricks and mortar

I taught myself

Never to beg

If you're not there

I'll always find someone else

It's over over over over over and out

(c) Julie Grant

Disability takes a hold on me

And some morbid curiosity makes them wonder why

How can I go when the pain strikes tells me no?

Burning deep in to my bones

Burning burning

Why do you question what I say?

Generosity comes pouring out of me

I have drained my body's energy totally dry

Isolation breeds insanity

I want independence more than I want money

Burning burning

Why do you question what I say?

If you read about me you will learn about me

If you listen to me you will understand me

If you read about me you will learn about me

If you listen to me

Can you hear me?

Can you hear me?

Can you hear me?

Can you hear me?

Can you hear me?

Can you hear me?

Can you hear me?

Can you hear me?

(c) Julie Grant

Did you really mean to do your very best for me?

If you tried then I can't recall ever noticing

Push me to the back of your mind

Wipe all memories

I was never part of your life anyway

I got by somehow you tore at my seams

I don't know how I came this far you ruined me

Stole my life and took my only happiness away

Now there's emptiness and dust lies in this place

Push me to the back of your mind

Wipe all memories

I was never part of your life anyway

I have fallen I am down

Don't pick me up off my knees in shame

I have fallen I am down

Don't pick me up off my knees in shame

Here lies dust in this place

Here lies dust in this place

Lies dust in this place

Here lies dust in this place

(c) Julie Grant

You're not wise to everything

I'm so wise to you

I have tried

I am tried 

I give you the warning sign but you fail to blink an eye

Look my way don't look right through me

I'm a part of everyday life

Living for another moment in the hope of catching two

Sensing  your loneliness I'm

Passing time passing time for you

I could write a thousand words or more

I could fill a thousand empty pages yeah

Look my way don't look right through me

I'm a part of everyday life

Living for another moment in the hope of catching two

I could write a thousand words or more

I could fill a thousand empty pages yeah

(c) Julie Grant

Killing sound inside outside turn it down

You say nothing to me

I said each line is out of key

I will 

Sing to you 

Sing to you 

Sing to you

Sing to you now

Tra la la la

Killing sound in monotone you're talking round

All seventeen repetitious verses

I said each line is out of key

I will 

Sing to you

Sing to you

Sing to you

Sing to you now

Tra la la la

I can't find a melody 

There's only one idea in me

(c) Julie Grant

I'm allowed to say this is how I feel and I say

You are blinded by your negative old ways

I'd run you over if I could

(But I couldn't care less now)

Get out the way for this is how it's going to be

(But I couldn't care less now)

I'm here to stay and this is how it's going

When alone there's you

Shouting big ideas from your mouth

I'm not taken in like the rest have been

I'd run you over and I should

(But I couldn't care less now)

Get out the way for this is how it's going to be

(But I couldn't care less now)

I'm here to stay and this is how it's going

(But I couldn't care less now)

La la la la la

La la la la la

(But I couldn't care less now)

Get out the way for this is how it's going to be

I'm here to stay and this is how it's going

Get out the way for this is how it's going to be

I'm here to stay and this is how it goes

La la la la la la la la la la

(But I couldn't care less now)

You'll never stop me now

You'll never stop me now

You'll never stop me now

You'll never stop me now

La la la la la la la la la la

(c) Julie Grant

Faster and faster they go

Sixty miles and hour

Gathering all they should know

In both hands

That's alright by me

This is the way they deserve to live

Tested the scenery out

Tuned for selection

Beautiful creature alive

Safe inside

That's alright by me

This is the way they deserve to live

Oh you know I

Oh you know I 

Oh you know I do

That's alright by me

This is the way they deserve to live

(c) Julie Grant